(sings) Shes *not* the girl I'm looking for

    So I came to a realization today, the girl who i thought really was a genuine friend to me, really wasn't who I thought she was.  She put me on a back burner, and I wasn't valued to her. I was only the person to hang out with when she was bored. That's not what I want in a friend, I want genuine friendship. 

    This is the point where I stop tryin, the point where I give up on that friendship, the point where I move on and find somebody real. Although it will suck at times, I don't want that. I know I deserve better, and I will get it.

     Life is for living isn't it? So I'm gona live it like I want, going out every night on the weekends, being spontaneous, having fun, making mistakes, and learning from them. That's what I have to say, and I think the days of "DeBeasi's depressed" are over {wink}

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One Response to “(sings) Shes *not* the girl I'm looking for”

  1. Beth Says:
    May 2nd, 2007 at 6:01pm You have no clue how confused I got when I read this, Brendan.....I thought it was Matt and I was SO CONFUSED. Actually, I thought it was about Natalia for some reason until I got to "DeBeasi's depressed" and was like wait....what?

    I'm sorry you had to come to such a hard realization, but here's a good song for you:
    "I guess it's gonna have to hurt/ I guess I'm gonna have to cry/ and let go of some things I've loved to get to the other side/ I guess it's gonna break me down/ like fallin' when you're tryin to fly/ It's sad but sometimes movin on with the rest of your life/ Starts with goodbye"

    and to finish with another song...."I hope you're happy"

    Always,
    Bethhh

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